I looked around me, everything seemed dead and lifeless. If a pin was dropped I would hear the sound. I wondered for minutes..."Is that all? Is it all I get?". Hot tears rolled down my eyes as I stared at the topless baby playing on the sand. "How did I get to this point in my life? What am I expected to do..." How did I become the woman who wants to take her life? "If I jump now, I might die and put an end to my misery! What will become of me? Do I really deserve to be fed to the fishes of the sea?'...I thought! I felt the water on my feet,a big wave was coming! Quickly,I ran for cover! Then I thought to myself "I'll die eventually"...but definitely not today! I walked back to my tent. Picked up my expensive LV bag,diamond watch and car keys and headed straight for my car!
Well, I am what you can call a big girl! I have my own mansion at Victoria garden city, Lagos state. I have 3 cars, three of the latest Element, infinity jeep and a 2012 Aston Martin DB9 car for my every day activities! I shop at the best places in lagos. Dine with the high and mighty! I stand about 5 ft 10 inches tall, fair and very attractive. With a statistics of 36 26 42...yes you can say I have a 'killer' body. Frankly speaking,I would give monachi (MBGN) a run for her money. Sometimes I feel that my beauty is a burden to the world, Men drool and crave for me like No man's business. I remember when I went to the mall on sunday,I met a man who called himself ambassador Mike. He handed me a cheque of N100,000 n said "please take this little gift,I wanna tell God I saw and blessed an angel today"... Well,that didn't make sense at all... But I at least took the money!
Currently I am jobless n have no source of income except my multi millionaire boyfriend John...Doctor john Attebasium! John and I met at a friends party about 3 years ago and we instantly connected. I don't really know if it was love...but I was really attracted to him! He wasn't this rich when I met him. At that time he was just an ambitious university graduate. He worked, I prayed and pulled a few strings here and there! Today,I can say my boyfriend is one of the rich big boys in lagos. We used to be happy and we had all we ever wanted. All!!!
Until this morning... I was in the kitchen trying to make breakfast. "Shade, shade" he called! I answered with so much excitement...finally the man of my dreams is up! I removed the pink apron I had on and adjusted my brown see-through night wear. "Baby am coming"...I yelled. I got to the bed room... And there he was,my reason for living. "Baby there is something I want to tell you" he said. I noticed the look on his face! It was filled with guilt! His beautiful brown eyes had changed. I moved closer... "Baby,what's the problem...you don't look so good"...I said. A part of me felt I could calm him down with a hug. He loves holding me tight when he is nervous. I moved even closer. I noticed his mood had changed... He stared at my cleavage with so much desire in his eyes! "Yes,it worked"... I thought to myself! Though I wondered what he wanted to say... I honored his urge. He ran his hands down my chest. Slowly undoing my buttons. He stared at me with so much desire and a bit of confusion. I pulled him closer and placed a kiss on his lips. He returned it wit a hot french kiss and ran his hands all over my body. Leaving me moaning and groaning for him. Slowly, he laid me down and made sweet love to me!
I woke up after a long sleep and found a note on the pillow. "Baby...john where are you"...I called. I dint hear any answer so I assumed he had left for work! I picked the note in excitement. John loves writing...so I thought he probably left me a romantic note. "What??!!!"...I screamed! The note read "BABY, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU BUT MY OTHER GIRLFRIEND IS PREGNANT AND WE ARE GETTING MARRIED NEXT WEEKEND! I didn't mean for things to end like this. I give you the house and you can keep your cars. Ask me for anything and I'll always provide your needs. I am guessing you shouldn't be surprised since you know her already....Please be happy,your baby...JOHN"! Confusion clouded my mind... I got lost in my thoughts! Why did he decide to marry her? Is it because she's pregnant? But I got pregnant three times... Why didn't he marry me? Why did he pick that low life over me? "I am the best thing that can ever happen to any man"...I thought to myself! Tears rolled down my eyes... I don't want the money nor material things! I love him! "I'd rather die than face the humiliation"... I said! I got up... Dressed up... Took my car keys and headed for bar beach. I wasn't really sure of what was going on in my head but I knew that I couldn't take it....
To be continued.
Written by Mo
Edited by: @unilagAmebor
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