"It all started when my mother died!!...I was six years old and if I can remember clearly in primary two! Daddy found it hard to adjust to mums death! According to my grand mother, He loved her with all his heart! The 1st 3 years were ok. Dad and I got along just fine! Things were ok until he decided to bring another woman home! He said they met in one of his official trips to Dublin and that she's a good woman. Dad and aunty chi seemed like they were in love! They looked happy! The problem was that aunty chi dint really like me! She just hated me! My father never married her,I can't even remember him paying her bride price! If you ask me,I'll think all she wanted was my dads money! Fortunately for me, My dad found out about her attitude towards me and he sent her packing!"...she said
"Wait wait wait!!!"...I cut her story short! "He sent her packing? Wow, that means he really loves you ooo!! Awwww!!! You are very lucky! But my dear, That's still not enough reason to say your daddy is your lover! Yes,I know that dads are usually their daughters first boo but that's not enough! You are a grown woman now! He needs companion too you knw"... I said! " Abeg free this man,Make we chop"... I yelled. I noticed princess wasn't really happy but then I wasn't ready to hear whatever she had to say. I thought about the possibility of princess sleeping with her father but then watin man eye never see?. I am just not ready to loose her nor her fathers money! Call me selfish...or whatever!! Man pikin must to survive! I tried to wipe princess' tears but she stopped me! "Don't you get what I'm trying to say??? Don't you?!"...she screamed and left the room angrily!
"How can she feel pain? How can she act as if its such a big deal?"... I thought to myself. I'm from a family of five. my father is a drunkard. I remember the time my mother was selling rice @ agboju bus stop,Lagos! We had to practically feed from hand to mouth! I can't count the number of CBD officers I had to sleep with to prevent them from chasing my mother away from her stand! You see,life is not fair and I have learnt to take advantage of the oppurtunities that come my way!
Quickly I ran after her! "Princess!!"... I yelled!! I immediately caught up with her and held her hands! "Am sorry, I just dint want you to feel bad"...I said. She looked @ me and I could see the pain in her eyes! The same pain I felt when officer kanuni rapped me. The same pain I felt every time my father beats my mother Up. Pain!!!! The only feeling I have become too familiar with. "Please let's go inside before everybody starts staring at Us"...I said.
As we got to the room, I pulled her a chair. I knew exactly what she needed! "Daddy started coming to me wen I turned 13. I can still remember the 1st time like it was yesterday. He came to my Room that night and told me he wanted to show me something. He said he would turn me into a real woman. Because he is my father I dint object and things like that were new to me so I had to agree! He asked me to lay on my back and open my legs. I did! But then I got un-comfortable! I remembered the gist onome gave me! How she lost her virginity! It was the same thing daddy wanted me to do. Its not like I dint want to but then it felt weird. He told me to never tell anyone. That it was our little secret. I dint. It went on for years. I began to love it so much that sometimes I went to him. I mean, He promised to never leave me nor place anyone above me"
"HaaaAaaaaaaa!!! Mogbe....princess!!! Your father dis-virgined you and you still have the guts to say it! No wonder!!!!"... I screamed! " No wonder what??? Tell me...No wonder what!!!!"... She asked
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!
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